By Kim, Dimmy, Mang, Lun, Sang, Huai + Anonymous Others of the Baltimore City Community College Refugee Youth Project in collaboration with Press Press team members Valentina Cabezas, Bomin Jeon and Kimi Hanauer

 

For counterpart digital chapter check out www.ifiruledtheworld.info.

A NOTE FROM THE PRESS PRESS TEAM:

Over the past two years that the Press Press team has been in residence at the Catonsville site of Baltimore City Community College Refugee Youth Project, we have had the pleasure to collaborate with and learn from the many young writers and artists of the program. During our stay, we’ve been able to publish a range of works together and investigate various themes pertaining to our young writers’ lives, many of which have roots in Myanmar.

The multi-cultural space we built, which is made up of entirely second-language speakers (all of the Press Press facilitators present are also second-language English speakers), attempts to combat traditional classroom power dynamics by creating a situation where each member of the group is both a facilitator and a learner. As group members, we are supportive of each individual’s way of expression, rather than assimilating into accepted American-English speaking models. We believe that the artwork we produce exists within the time and experiences we have together, rather than singularly existing in our published written works.

In our on-going conversations, similar themes reemerge, such as our hopes for the places that we come from, as well as our hopes for Baltimore, for our families and friends. In reaction to these on-going conversations, we attempted to thoroughly investigate what our ideal, collective world would look like in a three-month intensive writing retreat that took inspiration from the prompt If I Ruled The World. In an interview with Dan Paz (Shifter Magazine, Issue Nr. 20) Tania Bruguera notes, “Education is the moment when you know yourself as a social being, of the inescapable situation of your role to come as part of society.” Inspired by this mode of thinking, and while witnessing a historic moment in Burma’s evolution into, what we hope will be, a truly democratic nation, our conversations were constantly shifting between real-time happenings, our futuristic aspirations and our roles as active beings in the world we envision.

We hope you are able to share in some of our experiences together through the collection of works below.

Bomin Jeon, Valentina Cabezas, Kimi Hanauer & the extended Press Press team

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A NEW HUMAN RIGHTS DECLARATION:

1 All humans are born free + equal! 2 Everyone has the right to do what they want without interrupting others! 3 No slavery! 4 “Rule of Law” you have to follow (even the president must follow the law)! 5 Equal protection to all! 6 President cannot act without the people! 7 All humans should have the right to vote! 8 Freedom of religion! 9 Public services (transportation, firefighters, magnetic trains)! 10 Social order (good police)! 11 Free healthcare + good doctors! 12 Public world wide WIFI (right to social media! No wifi no life)! 13 Right to work for a living wage! 14 Military that protects the people! 15 Freedom of religion—free to worship your own god! 16 Freedom of speech and expression! 17 No violence! 18 No war! 19 Peaceful protest! 20 Freedom of secular education! 21 No racists in school + no bullying!

 

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Written works:

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME?
By Cing Kim

The morning comes in
don’t know what will happen.

Thinking back about yesterday
a lot of tears are full with me

The days are started
the times, the second, minutes are keep moving
don’t know what will happen

Learn in the day but none of works is in my mind
the period, the day, the mod of our time
are changing one by one

Still don’t know what happen
people chasing me and bullying me

What happened? Still don’t know
nothing in my mind even to think about work
& school stuff

Times to go home don’t feel like it
because don’t know what happens

What if I get home and mom’s welcome me
with a lots of tears & sadness

What would I do
I’m still young, how can I help my mom

Days goes by and comes the night
hearing about yelling & shouting

What’s wrong with me?
why this happened to me?

Acting like a good, nice person

But why inside of my heart always full with
tears……..?

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PEACEFUL OF POLICY
By Nuam Lun

The policy turn into peaceful means.
That make it-up a new laws: For ex.
Freedom of Speech
Freedom of Religion
Freedom of Assemble and
Freedom of Express.
Will turn a freeze place to a warm
place for a bright world.
People were feel free to worship their own God.
People can vote with their own decision.
Help each others with no comparison.
To have a beautiful world and peaceful
as a park that full of colors.

SILENT WORDS 1
By Nuam Lun

The world that I can’t spoke out loud
But spoken from bottom heart
I cried out from inwardly
No one could understand or hear, but me
just because of
Don’t want to contraries others’ opinion,
Also no one would feel
Any harassment as well.
Just for refusing contrary.
Desperately hurt from inside,
What had been retraining to speak.
“…a time to week and a time to laugh
a time to mourn and
a time to dance…”
(Bible: ecclesiastes 3:4)
That is life.

But the rustle of leaves
send me back to normal
Ultimately deeply cried inside and

IT’S FUNNY HOW THINGS CHANGED
By Nuam Lun

Now’s already turned akid
Time had been passing by
as fast as words could fly

Couple:

The relationship between boys and girls
were not firming as ancient.
No stronger than the string.
It is not spontaneous between
the relationships no more.
Everything’s concealing to each other.
Just spending time
as a free time to each other
Don’t waste people’s heart and
their time with nonsense.

Family:

Everyday was different from the past.
As the develop country,
there’s no time together with family.
Had much focusing on their goal
as forget the time as normal.
When they’re gathering,
they thought it’s funny
how things changed.

Environment:

People thought time goes usually, but
they laughed as they thought.
Some were lived their life
with doubtful future.
Changed your loneliness life
to a bright future.
Don’t waste your time
meaningless.

UNTITLED
By Anonymous

What make me happy?

-> Play soccer
-> Listen to music
-> Watch movie
-> Pray together with family
-> Play with friends
-> Sometime go to school
-> Sometime go to church

Thing that I know but I can’t doing?

-> make teacher happy
-> make friends happy
-> make parent happy

Why are student fight?

-> their parent

Why people want do bad thing?

-> rich or poor
-> their parent

1. What is most the important thing in your body?

-> your heart

2. Why are christian people different from other people?

-> all christian people one person

3. Why people don’t want to go church or school

-> teacher
-> student
-> to hard
-> too lazy

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A series of poems by Mang Thang:

SEE / SEA

Someone ask me
did you see at the sea?
I was like, will you
repeat me again?

WORK / WALK

When I learn english at the first time
and they teach me like
I walk to work.
I was like
work to work
so they don’t understand me

WAR / WORLD

At my history class and she taught me
and she told us like this “Now we will talk about
the second war in the world” and she told me
to read so I read it but my voice is not clear
so she made me to clear so pronounce this letter
“War of World,” and I did, but for me, the sound is the same
but for them, or for who are really good at English
it is different.

BUY / BYE

My friend told me again
Will you buy for me some chips
and my friend to me bye
and I’m so upset so I ask them again
will you repeat me again pls….

DAD / DEAD

In the breaking news
I heard one thing that I’ve never forgot
YOUR DAD IS DEAD I was like
WHAT I didn’t get it.

BEACH / BXTXH

Base on my friend that I heard
We will go to some nice place on vacation
and I ask them where?
They told me
We will go to the Beach and right there
there’s a lot of Bxtxh, and I was like
OMG….Really! I don’t understand
what you just said.

FOOT / FOOD

I ate food and ppl ask me the middle of
I was eating and then said kick that
but with your foot and I was like
Hey! No. I’m eating the food that’s impossible.
They be like hahahaha…. this guy is so dumb.

GAS / GUESS / GUEST

I visited to some of my friend and
they told pls…will you turn on the gas
cause the guest will hungry and starving and I said huh
and my friend said I guess that’s all thanks buddy
I was like OMG!….

BUT / BUTT

Apologize this sound like creepy, but just
wanna explain how I confused to speak those words.
I chill out with my friend and
my friend told me “some fat people is so big
and their ass… I mean ass is butt, but it sounds
for me confused when I read those words like
but and butt.

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AMBITION
By Sang Tin Par

When I will grow up and I will graduate my school.
I want to be a doctor, then I will be take care of my family and help poor people.
But now I can’t speak English very well but I try too hard to speak English very well.
I was try to success my goal.
That’s what I pray for God.
I need to achieve my ambition I need hard working more than my friend.
That will be my goal ambition…

TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY
By Sang Tin Par

My family will not never live city.
Then if I will got job kind my ambition,
I will send them to city.
I will be like morning sun shine of my family.
I bring them my hope with happiness.

MY IMAGINATION
By Dimmy

Every chance I get, I think of you.
I imagine scenes that I want for it to happen.
I want to do so much with you.
Even just imagining of us being together is so soothing but after all these, its just an imagination.
It’s not reality and it’s just in my head

YOUR ATTENTION
By Dimmy

I want your attention on me.

LIFE
By Dimmy

As you have already learned,
Life is unfair
It doesn’t always go as you plan
but know that God has his way for us.
so don’t worry and have faith in him.
Life have something for you.
There is a reason that you’re here today.
Always be happy and grateful that you are here today.

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UNTITLED
By Mang

Time go by itself
Life go by fate but
it has limited like stop as death.

yesterday is closed door
Today is experience and seeing or struggle
Tomorrow is your time need to prepare
Never forget when you’re successed.
like how you got to the top cause
everyone started from the body.

Singing is my appetite
Listening is my feeling

IF I RULED THE WORLD
By Dimmy

If I rule the world, there would be peace.
There will always be plenty of food so that no one will ever be hungry again.
It would be poverty-free because it breaks my heart to see people without home.
It would be safe for everyone.
There wouldn’t be a big difference between social classes because I don’t like seeing poor people.
There wouldn’t be bad things or bad people who influence good people to follow their foot step.
I would influence every person to do good, be happy, be loving, be considerate, be kind, be helpful, be trustworthy, be caring, and all the good qualities.
I would enforce laws that doesn’t allow violence, drug, and other bad things people do today.

LIFE IS UNIQUE
By Huai

Life is Unique in each and every way
It isn’t about all the happiness but
It’s also about the failures
Failures are things that make you success,
Makes you stronger, makes you
Become a better person. That’s how life is,
All you need to know is that you should never
Up, just like Thomas Edison once said;
Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The
Most certain way to succeed is always
To try just one more time.

UNTITLED
By Cing Kim

The darkness of the past need to go away.
The future of life have to be full of happiness.
Mom tears need to go away from the world.
Hardest things that had happened in family
have to gone.

ENVISIONING THE FUTURE
By Nuam Lun

My life will be so bright as a rainbow.
It will fill with a colorful on me.
When my dream was come true,
It will be like a blue-sky and
It will be different from the past.
I will leave my shadow as my past.

FRIENDS
By Nuam Lun

Having fun with friends / squad was
the fastest time spinning by.
Create some memories was
the fastest time passing by.
Don’t know why the time that much fast.
Happiness is the best moment but
don’t let the people on the top of you
Use your time so faithfulness.

Time’ll never waiting, but we wait.
This world keep on spinning.
Use your time wisely as
you will never regret.
Dance by yourself and
Get a new lesson every day.
Fight your life as you wish to be.
Life isn’t easy but
there’s a way to fight for it.
Think the things as positive.

ABOUT BALTIMORE CITY COMMUNITY COLLEGE REFUGEE YOUTH PROJECT

Baltimore City Community College (BCCC) provides outstanding educational, cultural, and social experiences to the citizens of Baltimore, the state of Maryland, and surrounding areas. For nearly 30 years, BCCC has provided English language training to meet the critical needs of more than 5,000 refugees who have settled in the Baltimore metropolitan area and statewide. Its range of programs for refugees includes English language training, citizenship preparation, and job skills training. The Refugee Youth Project (RYP) is one of the College’s unique refugee programs.

The RYP is fully grant-funded by the Office of Refugee Resettlement’s School Impact Grant. This grant is distributed and monitored by the Maryland Office of Refugee and Asylees which provides support and services to refugees to ease their transition into American society, and serves as a resource to the governor and general assembly on refugee and immigrant policy. The RYP currently serves more than 300 refugees between the ages of 4 and 21 from over 17 countries.

 

About If I Ruled The World: Presented by Press Press with support from BmoreArt, If I Ruled The World is a publication that takes inspiration from the Nas classic, “If I Ruled The World” (It Was Written, 1996), in order to facilitate artistic collaborations and conversations between a range of Baltimore-based Creatives and activists. In their responses, contributors present their most positive visions of the world, and by doing so are able to thoughtfully analyze and investigate the nuances within the struggle for equity in our city and the active role of artist within the pursuit for social change. If I Ruled The World is curated by Kimi Hanauer with direction by contributors and the Press Press team.